Tuesday, October 27, 2009
10/27/2009 - Well, here's another day. It's raining hard outside, which sounds nice & would be romantic if I had someone to share it with. Anyway, I have decided NOT to move to NY. I met a woman on Twitter who I have been talking to for several weeks. I hinted that I had a hard decision to make & was having a hard time with it. Her sis happens to be a psychic & she asked if I minded that she call me. Of course i didn't. Anyway, she phoned last night & told me my grandfather (who has been dead over 30 ys.) said I should not go. My grandmother is 90 yrs old. She has been told she needs to have someone live w/her full time or go into an assisted living home. I love her so much & so I wanted to do what I thought was the right thing to do & move to NY from KY & live w/her. I've always had doubts tho that that was the right thing to do. There is plenty of family there to help & having to find new drs etc was very daunting. I was glad when Jean asked if it was ok to have her sis Gayle contact me. She advised that my grandfather said I should not go. He loves her & is looking out for her & she has many others looking out for her also. As bad as it sounds, Gayle advised that she was going downhill fast & would need more med help then I could give. Even tho financially it would help me, in the long run, it would not be a good deal for me. So, I have decided not to move. It really is a load off my mind. I love NY but my parents need me here too & I have to take care of myself also (as Gayle said) I have been SO stressed out, not being able to sleep w/out sleeping pills...I really need to learn some meditation & learn to relax & not worry about the needs of others so much. Gayle also advised that the book I'm working on (for 2yrs+!) would be successful. I just need to stop procrastinating - which I do. So I guess I'll have to step it up. I have enough research material I think. I just need to mix it all together. Anyway, I guess that's it for 2nite. Goodnite to anyone who reads this. God Bless~
Sunday, October 25, 2009
10/26/09 - Just finished watching "Milk". What a great movie! Don't really care for Sean Penn as a person, but respect him as an actor. He was terrific in the title role. Watched "Slumdog Millionaire" last night & thought it was great too. Getting caught up in my movies I guess. I guess I liked "Milk" because of the gay rights thing. My bro is gay & to see that most people consider him (them) as second class citizens really annoys me! I remember when my bro told me he was gay. I guess I always knew it, but then he confirmed it. It was about 1985 or so. He thought I would feel differently about him. I didn't. I remember saying "I knew it anyway & I still love you" We are very close to this very day. There is nothing he, or any of my other sibs can say, that would make me hate them. It just makes him all that more special. I guess I just don't understand how people can hate so much. Anyway, still planning on moving back to NY. Packing up things, etc & seeing things that bring back memories. I remember especially my HS days. One of my classmates was THE sister of Rachel Ray. Maria Betar. She wasn't a close friend but she was friendly & I talked w/her etc. I saw her yesterday on QVC or HSN, one or the other. Anyway, her hair is blond now. Used to be brown. Wonder who she married. She used to date a guy named Vinnie Crocitto. Nice looking guy. If she didn't marry him, wonder what he's doing now! LOL Well, it's 12:45 a.m. now, so I guess I will get ready for bed. Talk soon
10/25/2009 - Got an email from my friend Jean Taylor. I have met her thru Twitter. She is so nice. Anyway, her sis Gayle is a psyhic/medium. I have told her (jean) some of the thoughts I have about moving etc., Anyway, she has asked if her psychic sis Gayle could could contact me (at no charge) because when Jean told her about my situation, she got a "male voice" coming thru. She is supposed to call me & give/tell me some things. I'm SO excited!!! I knew Jean was "connected" so to speak, but I would never dare ask for such a favor. I will write more when she gets a hold of me. I can't wait. Whether it's what I want to hear or not, I will take her advice under consideration. Until then, bye. P.S. watching "Kung fu panda" not very good. Watched "slumdog millionaire" last night. GREAT movie!! Sayonara(?)
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10/25/2009 - Been trying to find my first "blog" note but can't. Not computer savvy so maybe it's lost forever. Anyway, I guess I'll start today. Let me start by saying that this is probably going to be boring for most people. I don't get out much, so my dog, cat & TV & computer are my confidants. I talk to them constantly. I really only do this to get out my thoughts so I don't go completely nuts. I am 48 and have a fairly rare bone disease called "Avascular Necrosis" I have had both hips replaced. The first one in 1996 & the 2nd in 1998. I now need my left knee & right shoulder done but my drs consider me "too young" to do surgery at this time. They want to wait until I'm 55 or so. Well, I guess the good news is, they still think I'm "young" LOL! I live in KY at this time but am considering moving to my hometown of Lake George, NY by December. I am a TV nut because I can't do much else. I have a dog (toy chihuahua, mickey & & cat, smokey - who I swear used to be human) I talk to them constantly. They are my constant companions since I don't get out & probably know more about me than any human being I know. I realize how pathetic that sounds, but it works. What can I say. I am in process of writing a book about "ghosts" Whether you believe or not is not relevant. I lived in a house that was haunted at one time so I guess it matters to only me. I find it facsinating & it also gives me hope that there is something out there after you take your last breath. If that is the truth, there are plenty of people that I would love to "haunt" after I'm gone. Not because I want to scare them, but to prove that there is "life" after death. Anyway, I have been thru alot in my life & sometimes it's easier to write about it than to talk to people. So this is a kind of therapy for me. I really am compelled to move back to NY but there is one obstacle in my way. In 2006 I was set up as a "drug dealer" & arrested. I spent 8 mo in jail & have 5 yrs probation. It's a long story & maybe one day I'll write about it. In any event, unless my court fees are paid off, I may not be able to move for at least 6 mos. (paperwork & all) I don't have to see a probation officer in person anymore, haven't had to for many mos., I was set up & am NOT a threat to society nor am I a drug dealer. I thought I was doing a friend a favor. In any event, I must pay off this fine if I want to move out of state. According to note I rec'd today from court, I still owe $250 fines & $300 probation fees. I live on disability so I am trying to find some way to pay this off so I can go be w/my grandmother (90) who needs someone to live w/her. Since I am the only one in family who has no life (so to speak) they have asked if I would live w/her. I don't have anything to lose so I said "ok" Now I have to take care of this. I don't own anything of value, so not sure how I can do it. I live on $1100/ mo so between rent & utilities, groceries, etc., I'm broke. If anyone happens to read this, do u have any ideas??? I guess I'll figure something out. In any event, I guess that's all for tonite. Maybe I"ll start writing chapters of my book on here. Maybe someone will pay for a future publication. Take care all & God Bless!
10/25/2009 - Been trying to find my first "blog" note but can't. Not computer savvy so maybe it's lost forever. Anyway, I guess I'll start today. Let me start by saying that this is probably going to be boring for most people. I don't get out much, so my dog, cat & TV & computer are my confidants. I talk to them constantly. I really only do this to get out my thoughts so I don't go completely nuts. I am 48 and have a fairly rare bone disease called "Avascular Necrosis" I have had both hips replaced. The first one in 1996 & the 2nd in 1998. I now need my left knee & right shoulder done but my drs consider me "too young" to do surgery at this time. They want to wait until I'm 55 or so. Well, I guess the good news is, they still think I'm "young" LOL! I live in KY at this time but am considering moving to my hometown of Lake George, NY by December. I am a TV nut because I can't do much else. I have a dog (toy chihuahua, mickey & & cat, smokey - who I swear used to be human) I talk to them constantly. They are my constant companions since I don't get out & probably know more about me than any human being I know. I realize how pathetic that sounds, but it works. What can I say. I am in process of writing a book about "ghosts" Whether you believe or not is not relevant. I lived in a house that was haunted at one time so I guess it matters to only me. I find it facsinating & it also gives me hope that there is something out there after you take your last breath. If that is the truth, there are plenty of people that I would love to "haunt" after I'm gone. Not because I want to scare them, but to prove that there is "life" after death. Anyway, I have been thru alot in my life & sometimes it's easier to write about it than to talk to people. So this is a kind of therapy for me. I really am compelled to move back to NY but there is one obstacle in my way. In 2006 I was set up as a "drug dealer" & arrested. I spent 8 mo in jail & have 5 yrs probation. It's a long story & maybe one day I'll write about it. In any event, unless my court fees are paid off, I may not be able to move for at least 6 mos. (paperwork & all) I don't have to see a probation officer in person anymore, haven't had to for many mos., I was set up & am NOT a threat to society nor am I a drug dealer. I thought I was doing a friend a favor. In any event, I must pay off this fine if I want to move out of state. According to note I rec'd today from court, I still owe $250 fines & $300 probation fees. I live on disability so I am trying to find some way to pay this off so I can go be w/my grandmother (90) who needs someone to live w/her. Since I am the only one in family who has no life (so to speak) they have asked if I would live w/her. I don't have anything to lose so I said "ok" Now I have to take care of this. I don't own anything of value, so not sure how I can do it. I live on $1100/ mo so between rent & utilities, groceries, etc., I'm broke. If anyone happens to read this, do u have any ideas??? I guess I'll figure something out. In any event, I guess that's all for tonite. Maybe I"ll start writing chapters of my book on here. Maybe someone will pay for a future publication. Take care all & God Bless!
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